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by sean hofmockel

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1.
did they take your drugs away? did they put you on some new ones? sober today, fuck the mottos and the symptoms til i'm alone tired and sad so i get high now you're gone so i get high she never loved me i get high tired and sad i get high i get high i get high and if i can't help it can they lock me away? i can't help my fucking self if i don't have a place to stay i'm too drunk to drive home so i lie can't fight depression i wanna die
2.
on a page next to a picture of a bong that i once drew is where i wrote down the words of what i think of you it may seem kind of funny but to me it felt so real now i'm tired of your name and the emotions that i feel so if you have suggestions please keep them to yourself you are not the cause of this lapse of mental health i'm just a drunk, pothead pant-wetter because of you i want to get better
3.
he is a heart and bones tired of being alone sad sorry existence tragic waste of space heartbreak is written all across his face so he sits and he pines and time passes him by so he cries 6 beers and toast with breakfast bong hits still in bed nothing's really happening so he makes it up in his head so it's not pathetic, just depressing instead
4.
back of my car love you tender shooting stars sweet surrender i want to be alone my days are numbered i should be on my own please stay in touch, come and see my next show what if i don't want to be in the know? he broke my heart i'll never love again good thing we're still such close friends good thing we're still such close friends i'll never love again
5.
i'm trying my damn hardest can you wait a few more seconds it's been a shitty week i'm feeling ever so dejected sure it's great to know i'm breathing, but sometimes it's not enough gotta bust my ass and put in work to prove i'm up to snuff
6.
something 01:16
in time we will blot out things that are unhealthy i didn't know that cigarette ash could stain now more alone for i received the gifts of friendship and i just threw them all away you'd think i'd learned the first time of weeks without the sunshine for once it feels like real pain for once it feels like something
7.
sweatshirt 03:32
so this is living these are feelings very interesting so i wait what else should i do? my hearts been cut into exponentially growing functions did you bring my sweatshirt? did you get a beer?
8.
em, i guess i'm done i guess it's over for "us" you maybe don't know what to say i don't blame you, shit and dirt is just my way i'm sorry i made you feel weird i'm sorry that i am strange i'm sorry that i am crazy fuck that i'm deranged i'm not all that you saw in me
9.
goodbye 03:26
don't know where i'm going to don't know what i'm gonna do know i'll be much happier once i don't have to think about you you're a kind woman with a kind heart i knew that from the very start i'm just some guy who's drunk unused noose in my trunk sit over the freeway because i had a shitty day come down go get a drink wasn't gonna jump anyway i love you goodbye thank you goodbye
10.
oh hey darling sweet sweet darling oh i love you so so please my darling sweet sweet darling don't you ever go i feel like letting go i don't love you i can't love you i don't love me i don't love anything i don't love anything

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these are just songs. that's all they are.

for friends and former lovers
or acquaintances and coworkers just the same
random people i've met and those who keep me sane:

each of you has given me inspiration
may i now do the same
i love you all
lay awake at night only to sleep more soundly
you are the best thing that's ever happened to me

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released November 14, 2016

ruroni kenshin
gone with the wind
lionturtle records

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