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did they take your drugs away?
did they put you on some new ones?
sober today,
fuck the mottos and the symptoms til i'm alone
tired and sad so i get high
now you're gone so i get high
she never loved me i get high
tired and sad i get high
i get high
i get high
and if i can't help it
can they lock me away?
i can't help my fucking self if i don't have a place to stay
i'm too drunk to drive home so i lie
can't fight depression i wanna die
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staring at things
01:02
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on a page next to a picture of a bong that i once drew
is where i wrote down the words of what i think of you
it may seem kind of funny but to me it felt so real
now i'm tired of your name and the emotions that i feel
so if you have suggestions please keep them to yourself
you are not the cause of this lapse of mental health
i'm just a drunk, pothead pant-wetter
because of you i want to get better
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a heart and bones
01:54
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he is a heart and bones
tired of being alone
sad sorry existence
tragic waste of space
heartbreak is written all across his face
so he sits
and he pines
and time passes him by so he cries
6 beers and toast with breakfast
bong hits still in bed
nothing's really happening so he makes it up in his head
so it's not pathetic, just depressing instead
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when i said "i love you"
04:37
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back of my car
love you tender
shooting stars
sweet surrender
i want to be alone
my days are numbered i should be on my own
please stay in touch, come and see my next show
what if i don't want to be in the know?
he broke my heart i'll never love again
good thing we're still such close friends
good thing we're still such close friends
i'll never love again
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peace and quiet
03:52
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i'm trying my damn hardest can you wait a few more seconds
it's been a shitty week i'm feeling ever so dejected
sure it's great to know i'm breathing, but sometimes it's not enough
gotta bust my ass and put in work to prove i'm up to snuff
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something
01:16
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in time we will blot out things that are unhealthy
i didn't know that cigarette ash could stain
now more alone for i received the gifts of friendship
and i just threw them all away
you'd think i'd learned the first time
of weeks without the sunshine
for once it feels like real pain
for once it feels like something
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sweatshirt
03:32
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so this is living
these are feelings
very interesting
so i wait
what else should i do?
my hearts been cut into exponentially growing functions
did you bring my sweatshirt?
did you get a beer?
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em, i guess i'm done
i guess it's over for "us"
you maybe don't know what to say
i don't blame you, shit and dirt is just my way
i'm sorry i made you feel weird
i'm sorry that i am strange
i'm sorry that i am crazy
fuck that i'm deranged
i'm not all that you saw in me
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goodbye
03:26
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don't know where i'm going to
don't know what i'm gonna do
know i'll be much happier once i don't have to think about you
you're a kind woman with a kind heart
i knew that from the very start
i'm just some guy who's drunk
unused noose in my trunk
sit over the freeway
because i had a shitty day
come down go get a drink
wasn't gonna jump anyway
i love you
goodbye
thank you
goodbye
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oh hey darling
sweet sweet darling
oh i love you so
so please my darling
sweet sweet darling
don't you ever go
i feel like letting go
i don't love you
i can't love you
i don't love me
i don't love anything
i don't love anything
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